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I had fun doing this blog thing..Somehow I've managed to put up a simple blog,put stuffs in it and expressed my thoughts..

It's been months already since I started blogging. I've enjoyed it.

hmm..to cut the long story short.I'm gonna take a break from blogging. I'm ashamed to say this but I've flunked in my math5 subject. Well I'm not blaming blogspot or anyone else. I worked hard
last term but I guess I lacked something..I cried out to HIM about that..I am so grieved about what happened..It seems that I'm in a mess now..

my mom and I talked about it and she said that I need to prioritize things.She told me to minimize church activities,extra curricular stuffs,etc.

2nd term of this year had already started and I am aiming for a high mark this time.My buddy Julz,and I we're talking about aiming for a scholarship for the next term so what we'll do this term is to work hard for an average of 1.5-1.75...*sigh*...Impossible?...That's what I am thinking..But NO, Focus,motivation,hard work and the most important of them all....GOD'S GRACE..maybe I lacked in prayer last term..

For the mean time,no YM's..no friendster..No bleach..perhaps maybe on a weekend..but I'll stick to my goal this time...

I need lots of prayers..Oh God I can't do this alone..I need YOU...





............Signing off...................

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I got new pics of trisha,my pup on my multiply site...click here

LOTR voice over

Yeh yeh..vacation strikes..As I was browsing Youtube,I came across this video..haha I found it funny..hehe

11-1 Vacation..memoirs of the finals...

Yeah..Today's my first day of vacation...Finally, I had 8 hrs of sleep and a nice breakfast.I have 11 free days to spend! Minus 1 for the enrollment.Ok na un kesa wala..hehe..

I was quite disappointed with my finals week..Chemistry,that was Monday, I had a hard time answering the questions and solving the problems..Same thing happened last Tuesday..That was Math105,Integral Calculus...Almost all of my a2 friends were exempted on the final exam for they had maintained a 70% score on all of the exams..*sigh*...I was not exempted...Prepared I was,I answered the exam hoping that I would be able to get all of the items..If not all,at least I would be able to pass...

I reviewed all night long..I even ate my favorite yakisoba as my midnight snack..(haha so what?)..Anyways, I've prepared for it..I prayed..I cried my heart out to God asking for His guidance..

As I received my test paper, my heart was pumping fast..Seems like I'm on a cliff hanging with only my little finger holding on..Whew..I feel uneasy..Pressure,stress, fatigue..Oh Lord..It's eating me..

There was a moment of silence as I looked upon the test items..

Part I..Integration:
10 items and 10 points each..

I browsed all the items...I'm sure I know how to do it..I was thinking..hard. I skipped that part and I proceeded to part 2: Problem solving..Again,I browsed it and thought that it was just easy 'coz I remembered it;I studied.

I panicking, I breathed in, breathed out..I went back to part 1 to see If I'd be able to solve it this time..

Wappak!!

30 minutes had passed and still I have nothing on my answer sheet..Oh no, 1 hour and 30 minutes left,I thought,.

item number 9, I finally got my head working,..I remembered the steps to answer that, as I was about to finish it, I went to a complete stop..I was again thinking...

=((...I wasn't able to get the final answer..

To cut the long story short, I've managed to solve "some" of the items but still wasn't sure of the answers..

I dunno what went wrong but it seems that all of my knowledge about it vanished at that exact moment..huhuhu...

Haiz..Enough of the "ksentihan" of the exam.I'm now on my first day of my vacation galore and I'm still thinking of what activities to do..haha..cguro first things first,matutulog ako ng mahaba..hahahaha...

ayun lang..Take charge of this day Lord..

Have a nice day!! ^_^

Finals week..

After a week of pressure(again) from all sorts of things,I got the chance to post a new entry for my blog which is now rusty for I have not updated it for some time..

This week is finals week..At last,we're down to three days 'till vacation..*yey*... ^_^..

As I've said on my previous post, I have not been myself lately..'twas because of the so-called "stress",which I think,everyone is still experiencing ..I've finally talked to my kuya;After the service this morning..He prayed for me and I shared my struggles for the past weeks..

I'm still thankful that after all of those struggles,I still managed to stand up for Him..I just need to rekindle the fire I may have lost for a while..I'm still here Lord..I'm still standing..Kuya Myk said that it's just a preparation for other things God might be giving me..maybe more struggles in the future..

I'm glad that I'm reminded by God about some things before I end up somewhere else..Heart checked,now I'm back on track..After this finals week,first thing I'm gonna do is to sleep..^_^....

Next term is just 9 days away after the exams,that is not that long...I wish I could maximize my vacation but I think what I'm gonna do is rest..For this term has been a stressful start for my 2nd year in Mapua...

naku naku....

Just graduated from worship101...^_^


I have not been myself these past days or perhaps weeks??

Oh Lord nsan ba ko??

I need to broken,,again...

kailangang magpaayos....

Ang bigat sa pakiramdam......

pero ndi ko lam kng ano..........

magulo..magulo....Oh Lord patawad......

It seems that I have lost that fire for a while....

Need to light it up...quick!quick!quick!......

parang nakakahiya 2loy....

Aww...... Things have been stressful.......

Nkakapressure....

Last week na to,,,next week finals na.....

Oh Lord...hear me out..I'm crying out for you....

I need your presence....................................................................................................................

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Stop-Look-Listen

Stop

~I stopped..yeah right..from what?..probably on blogging;But that's because I got sick...3 days of on-off fever..whew...Praise God I'm okay now..My body's starting to rev up again...Work! Work Work!....2 weeks till finals..NO time to waste...

Look

~Everything is fast......The term seemed like 'twas just a week...I didn't notice that I was lacking sleep...awww rest.......I need Plenty of those......

Listen

~2 of my blockmates shared their sentiments to them....They felt empty...I was able to impart some thoughts to them...I planted seeds...And.... it somehow resulted to a spark that might lit a fire...a fire for Jesus!..It felt good,...being able to share.....

~Another buddy of mine,Julz, went to my recital(worship101)..First time nia..and he is willing to attend the service..he even told Justin that he would like to be part of the outreach ministry..



Thank you Lord....


Have a blessed night!^_^